I did a bunch of stupid stuff from elementary to middle school. Very childish crap. I was seen as very immature. People thought I had autism. I wasnt great at school and I tried to be social by playing around. Very cringey way to make friends. I was the most hated person.
By the I reached high school I began to be somewhat a different person. I began improving in school. Managed to make some friends, new people I never met. life was going well for me.
I reached a point where I can't forget the stupid immature crap I did. There was a point where I remembered I remembered EVERYTHING and I just want to forget. I felt like I wished a brain artery would pop so that I could forget. This has been bothering me since then.
Been months with this. My parents, friends, and teachers think I'm depressed or something. I'm not gonna go full suicidal or something like that. It's just that I just want to be alone. I dont know what to do. Should I visit a therapist? Any advice?
Feel kinda embarrassed that I shared this.
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